Hey wow has it been a long long time a lot has happened since I last updated. umm well Me and my frined Kayla have been makin new acheivments.  Well I am doin the achieven she is helpin me through it. I am going through alot of stuff right now with two girls that I used to be friends with because of the stupidest reason see they think I am saying stuff but I aint but they dont care so I am tryin to not let them bother me I want too veiw life like Kayle she is so care free I love that about her she is great.  Well since I last updated I have a new group of friends it is me Kayla, Randy, Corbin and thats all it was also including Emily, Nikki, and even but not no more well not really even Corbin hmmm see me and Kayle moved tables and sit with my old group Eric and Ryan and Randy is the best Guys ever so he moved with us I love him so now it is Me, Kayla, Randy, Bryan, Eric, Ricky, and Ryan sounds great right lol.  Well I also had a boyfriend named rodney but we lasted a while then I screwed up and kissed Ryan on a dare and he broke up with me then he treated me like crap and went out with my ex friend Nikki ya so they both completley crushed me and I am not over Rodney yet well the entire time that Nikki and Rodney was together me and Rodeny still talked well one time we talked and we talked about how we are not over each other and we still love each other and stuff so I am hoping that when he gets out that we can get back together ohhh by the way they broke up long ago like before he even left so ya!  and I am just having the time of my life tryin to change and not let things get to me I want to be more like Kayla I am actually doin a good job can you beleive that.  Oha and I lost my licance untill June 10th when I go to this class thing I umm kinda got a speendin ticket lol.  Well time for shot outs they are always fun!!!!!

Rodney~  I know you wont read this for a long time but I love you so much baby you treat me so great I dont diserve you! your the best love ya long time!

Kayla~ your my bestest friend Fred Fickle I have so much fun with you and you are alwayshere for me when I need you like the crap right now who stayed up and talked to me on the phone when I was cryin histericly ya you thats right.  I have so much fun with you baby.  Wensday oh yay! And that night at Randys dancin in his livin room haha we are retarded ohh ohhh do the butter fly hahaha only us two crazy kids could make up a great dance move like that it is totally hott baby!!! well I hope our friendship stays this great ohhh and I hope we do that home prom bomb fire thing it sounds so great baby I love you so much bye!

Randy~  your a great friend baby I know we have only been friends for a couple months or what ever but I feel like I trust you and know you so well it aint even funny you are always there for me your great I love you ohhh and sorry I made out with Rodney while I was sapposed to be on a date with you lol I am glad we can laugh aobut this shit oh well I love you Randy Reed oh and that weekend at your house doin the mocarana at like 2 in the mornin SOOO fun baby lol your a great dancer haha

Nikki and Emily~  I aint doin anything wrong and I hope some day you two will realize that! you know I brought you two together I was sappsed to hang with nikki that night then I invited Emily over and we had the best weekend did we not I mean come on they left at 3 am and then we got ready and left at 6 am to go to the freakin cemetry then we went back to Nikkis and had a blast we have always had fun toghether cant it go back to the old days oh well what ever makes you two happy I guess I do love you crazy kids though and no matter what I always will!                                                                    Any one I forgot ohhh well haha I still love you though!!!!!

Well Gang it is late so I gotta go I am goin to try to keep this sucker updated this time though haha ya right later!

Hey Hey Hey well today has been a great day I really dont know why i am just in a great mood.  Me and Keri are goin to Lima after school to go shopping yaaaa I am so stoked.  Well I am just so happy with my life now I love Vantage and all my new found friends (Kayla, Becca, Alyssa, Kala, Tory, Sandy, Selena, Shanny, Bowers, Emily, A.J., T.J., Jared, Brooke, Justina, and anyone else I forgot.)  And then I still have those great old friends like Keri (Best Buddys loveya) Spencer (your sexy sweetie I love you lol JK) Cory (your my little buddy luvs ya) Richie (love you sweetie) Kris (luv ya) and all the others I forgot!  I dont have to work to noght so i am goin to lima and then comin home and goin to the Dance and then goin partyin I cant wait I am stoked!  I hope Keri can stay the night.  Well I like this guy but I donno if he likes me or if he wants a girl friend but I am goin to keep tryin to make him like me I am tryin real hard dont know how good I am doin though but I try really hard!!!   I am a whore cuz I am good friends with Kayla Fennig  but I love her anywho and she is soooo sexy and I oww her all the thankx for teaching me everything I know about bein a whore.  She even tought me how to wrap it lol JUST KIDING!!!!!

Hey wow it has been like forever since I have freakin wrote on this thing. So wow here is the huge update I got a car and it was so cute I loved and then last week I totaled my car it was a 1990 Dodge Shadow and I loved it but yeah this old lady pulled out into me and T-boned me so it was her fault but the car was totaled I did good though I got a new car a week and 2 days later so YAAAAA!  But ne way I have a 1993 Mercury Tracer and it is a better car but I dont like it as much.  It runs better and looks better but I dont know I am goin to have to get usd to it I guess.  But then on Monday I hung out with Aaron for alittle while (ex-boyfriend) then I took him home cuz I was sick fightin with him and bein used by him and then I went and hung out with Spencer and Cory I love those guys they are like two of the best friends I have ever had.  I am so glad that we are friends.  And I had a blast hanging out with them and I cant wait to do it again   Well I am in school in extra help I am going to try to find a new job or atleast a 2nd job cuz I am sick of my boss I work 2 days this week and I cant afford this so I am goin to do something about it!! well I am going to go I think I caught you up on the big details but if not i am sorry I will do so later ok buh bye!!!!

ok yeah so sorry this has been like 50 years since I wrote on this thing but I have been so buisy and like just not in the mood with the entire guy thing.  Well then stupid me gives the a-hole a 2nd chance yeah dumb I know i know well he really turned and was a great guy yeah right well he was good for a while but then bammm he has a new girl friend so that is twice he has cheated on me well I am 100% done with him so yeah!  He is a big huge jerk I do not like him as a friend or even a boyfriend no more but maybe as a friend well long and hard story but I may still like him I dont know it is sooo hard to explain but I am trying to get over the entire thing and there is so much to the situation that I cant share over this but some of my good friends know so yeah.  I just cant get over him it is soooo hard I like him but then I hate him so it is gettting on my nerves trying to get over him but I am doin ok I guees!!  I have not talked to him in 4 or 5 days so I am doin good well it was sat night when I talked to him so 4 days so yeah good I think!!!  But do miss him oh well I am goin to try to find a new guy so I can get over his broke ass so wish me luck I gotta bounce out peace,love,and hair greace hahahaha bye